Better

Remember when we would sit in the car all night talking

We could just rest and we wouldn’t have to be walking

We talked about everything that came knocking

but now I feel like I never see you

it seemed to come out of the blue

I never had a clue girl it’s true I never knew

That I had hurt you I always wanted to be the one

You came to I didn’t know what you had been going through

All of the sudden I have to pursue you

Cause you grew and made your own friends

And your own enemies that must have been it right

That’s why you’re hiding away in your room at night

Trying to stay out of sight you might be doing it tonight

I just want you to know it’s alright

We can bite this fight or ignite the world on fire

I might be a liar but it’s true when I say I desire

How does one acquire their distant sister

I don’t wanna conspire I wanna be your happiness supplier

Even past the day you retire you know I’m not a crier

But you’ve brought me to tears I wanna put out the fire

 

Cause girl I love you so much

You mean the world to me so please

Stop hurting yourself cause you’re hurting me

You’re breaking my heart and I know you don’t mean to

But talk to me and I can make it better

 

I don’t know what happened

You were my best friend

We wanted to push it out to the end

I wish we could have more time to spend

With each other cause I want our relationship to mend

Please don’t think that this is your fault because it’s mine

I just want our stars to align and I want everything to be fine

I’ll take the fuckin swine who hurt you and rip out their spine

I can’t save you by my own design I’m turning to the sweet divine

You know who I’m talking about he’s the tree we are the vine

He turned water into wine but I’ll do whatever I can

I’ll never recline I’ll carry weight and run on an incline

To make you happy and to capture your shine again

I want us to be one nation again I want us to thrive

On communication again please stop the animation

You’re God’s great creation he’s your salvation resist the temptation

I wanna have a conversation let’s have a celebration

I can be your release from the aggravation

I can be a combination of mental medication and enemy detonation

If you have an altercation they’ll suffer my domination

Cause the hate side of me is ready to come out of hibernation

The doctor will diagnose them with a dislocation

It’s just a demonstration I’ll be your liberation

But God is always your salvation

You’re enemies will suffer from suffication

Because I have an obligation it’s more of a regularization

To make them feel a knife’s deep penetration

The operation will be hard and will read my name

It’ll build my reputation any boy will come to the realization

That if there’s any violation that doesn’t have validation

It’ll be complete annihilation it’ll be his assassination

I’ll hang his corps as a proclamation my determination

He’ll be on a short leash it’ll chafe his neck

I’ll do anything I can to keep you safe

 

Cause girl I love you so much

You mean the world to me so please

Stop hurting yourself cause you’re hurting me

You’re breaking my heart and I know you don’t mean to

But talk to me and I can make it better

 

Girl hear my voice

It’s obviously your choice

But I want you to rejoice

Because I love you so much

You are my world I can’t imagine life without you

The song “I can only imagine” might hit me so hard

Cause it’s true I’m someone who had to go through

Tragedy why can’t I make our relationship anew

I failed you but the man who was nailed to the cross

Bailed you out of misery it’s so detailed

But now you don’t have to be jailed with a dangerous habit

That causes you to wrap it cause it hurts so rapid

Please come to me I’m on my knees

No one sees that I can beat these

Bitches that cause you harm they should be afraid

I only do this cause I love you more than anything

You’re never alone it was blown way out of proportion

I know it hurts the king on the throne I just pray that he’s shown

Himself to you to tell you he loves you and he’s always there for you

Always by your side and that you’re his beautiful bride

You know he’s never lied and he died just for you

When two worlds collide one has to subside and he is always on the upside

He’s inside you and he’s an outside expression of who you are

I cried when I wrote this

 

Cause girl I love you so much

You mean the world to me so please

Stop hurting yourself cause you’re hurting me

You’re breaking my heart and I know you don’t mean to

But talk to me and I can make it better