Overdose...
• Written by Angel_of_the_devil
Angel_of_the_devil's Notes
This Song is about when I recently overdosed, I wanted to be free out of my pain that was chaining me down. Literally one more pill and I would have been dead. I took a total of actually 86 pills. It was horrifying as they kicked in and when I walked it felt like I was walking on air. It wasn't the scariest thing that I have done, but when the medicine kicked in, i knew something wasn't right. I knew i was going to die. I ended up passing out and everything after that was very blurry. Just don't ever overdose. It might just kill you
Almost Christmas time, only five days away
Finally decided the perfect gift for that day(2x)
I had a deep feeling that it would leave them in dismay
They knew what was coming yet they let me decay
To let me turn away from the providing sun ray
Wandering off the path to joy they let me stray
And all the choices led to December 20th, Christmas five days away
Five days away
The enemies finally laying on their bed of nightmares
Back on the wall, knees to my chest, opening the cell to my tears
Wet drops on the floor knock on the door"are you okay" ok now someone
cares
Disappear when I'm hurt, that's all you ever do, leave me razor blades you
dare?
I am a psycho, all you haters that don't care, no caution tape, well better
beware
They push me under the darkness for me to drown happy now? I'm now
losing air
My enemies finally laying on their bed of nightmares
Quiet steps down the stairs, just like my steps to dying
Reach the cabinet with the key to my cell, the thousands of thoughts, gratifying
Steal the key, hold it to my chest, the key to be free in my hands now satisfying
Thoughts bout what the angels said would make me happy, angels lying?
Back in my depressing room, alive not living, finally no crying
Popping the candy to end my hunger for death, the feeling of pain no longer intensifying
Begin to feel the darkness grab me tightly choking me to death, the feeling now horrifying
My thoughts run around in my mind, my heart pumping uncontrollably
Hit the ground with a thud, the darkness controlling me, looking at myself dolefully
Getting used to the darkness and falls asleep finally curled up and cozily
Runs around, cant see, this is all a dream right? Supposedly
Knocked to the ground and beaten, screaming hopelessly
Opening my eyes, the world slow, each step light like I'm flying momently
Falls down the steps, running from spirits, crying but no tears emotionally
My vision blurry,ghosts surrounding me, light blinding me why is there light?
Where is the darkness,turns over, like my family that turned from me,its so bright
Talks but no sound, enemies holding me down, scared of being hurt, frozen with fright
Surrounded by screaming like the voices in my head, too weak for a fight
My vision, becoming blurry like the world, All I see is white
Assuring unknown voices saying it'll be alright
But I know for a fact, the key unlocked my cell, I'm finally free, its my last night
Too much candy,
Its over that's a guarantee
I'm finally free
All cause of the key
Overdose (x4)
That's my key
I'm finally free
Too much candy
That's a guarantee
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Angel_of_the_devil
Member since October 11 2017