Dept and Gawking

Look at me when I'm talking

Look at me when I'm balking

Look at me when I'm hurting

And dodging, oh dogging

Blogging and cataloging

 

I'm freaking sick of the gawking

It's over powering

Guess I should stop screwing around and get to the point now

 

I'm balling when they calling me names

It's gnawing at me like a knife one in the same

I'd I appreciate if you'd start talking to me

Stop ignoring me

Stop fearing me

Stop resenting me

But talkativeness increases informativeness

Because when I rap with wholeheartedness

and my family, the say they could careless

but my raps are a freaking business for us

 

My life is a freaking illusion

But I stay straight by illegally carrying two guns

It's fine It's fun It's begun it's done

It was a fun run

What the fuck have I become

 

I'm the laughing stock

Or was or is or is to be

"Suck that cock

Gay boy" they say not to annoy but to destroy me

I'm an individual not a homosexual

The only homo I sexual is hoping they go to hell

 

"White wimp your a pimp just quite now while you ahead"

Not my fault, I'm a fail , just a tourist on the set

Paid my debt now don't fret just bow

Take another pill wow your plowing like a snowplow

 

I know that immediately when you see me you see white trash

I know that it evidently depends who you are and what path

I know that you and me are different you want from me is cash

 

Rapping's a passion

Raping's a satin

No I'm not fakin

But I ain't baking

Either

 

Maybe I'm drunk as Chuck

Or high as a duck

I don't give a shuck

If your judging me

I'm more a Christian than you'll ever be

If today, Jesus came, he'd hang with me