T.issues

So far away but distance ain't the issue tears falling down my cheek, multiple boxes of soggy tissues at the thought of spending just 1 day with u, never thought I'd be cursed with the sorta hatred n neglect from my baby mom's I just wish u would understand the lengths I'd stumble upon for my family to be what I imagine at best but these glass walls are caving in, the picture couldn't be any clearer that u painted now I'm left here mind full of pain I'm tryin to withstand while Ur off with my heart in Ur hands, plotting plans as evil as u claim for me to be, meanwhile im reminessin on these times we shared got me thinking how could ya be such a bitch when, I'm out here grinding piecing together a picture of my own finding it hard to find a silver lining tho, when ya left me my thought process was testing me, looking back now shit was just a step two or 3, an I will continue elevating to be the dad that I need, baby girl never look left cause I swear on my life Im always right by ur side no matter whats said when times get tough the Banksy's stride, on a mission to give u the life u deserve n more till the day that I die n when the day comes that i fly high dont cry just know that I'm lookin down on u smiling with a soul full of pride, daddy loves u baby girl keep that head held high cause no matter the situation time wasted will be a blessing in time, truly blessed to have u in my life, a miracle I never could of imagined, to see my beautiful girl grow through the days n nights but unfortunately ya mother ain't to fond of what u n me want making it a damn mission for us to even form a bond n to play me along, doing the Mauri sayin I'm not the 1?, didnt take u for the gamer type but since ruin my life is the game that u like ima just leave u out of mine, focus on that cash flow n do what's right, leave all dramas behind instead spend that time appreciating the finer things in life like waiting for those pearly whites to break through puttin me to shame n seeing that cheeky little smile shine bright, Daddy's 1 tooth down n I usually try to hide it i ain't gonna lie a little self conscious meanwhile ever since that moment i got to see n hold u for the very first time I just can't fight it, smile widespread for days on end, the impact ull forever have on me is 1 in a milli"en" n that's understated but enough for u to get what I'm sayin, layin down my perception of real but it's hard to be clear when the dictionary don't have words existing to depict what my heart is witnessing.. my daughter, best friend and reason to be a better man than the past me represents, 1 look into those beautiful eyes got me feelin' clucky inside 1 kiss on those cheeky lil lips got me perceiving new hights so it's only right that I proceed to achieve, breaking boundaries in hope that ur mum just might let me take ya to the mountain at night to gaze the city lights 1 hold of ur palm feeling those little fingers against mine n guidance comes to mind aswell as ur mother I'm blessed to provide for ya, show u the simple things in life, heck if I could I'd even cry for ya although something's ull have to go at alone n whatever decisions u choose to dictate im a hunnid on ur side without question I'll always ride for ya n when tides get rough my ears are near if ya need to so much as talk or get something of ur chest, shoulder on standby at all times if ya need to shed a tear or whatevs n on the low-key any1 cause u grief u can always rely on daddy to spread the fear, no bully on my watch, strictly numbers, chuck em down a notch watch em go from 5th to 1st real quick, Tryna regain control of the wheel but its to late already heading down a track they aint familiar with, a life of hatred is possibly what they been dealing with or picked it up from other kids doing the same to them for shits n gigs n even tho they didnt like it some still throw handouts like it's the cool thing to do but technically speaking its probably all they know or a temporary shield to try fit in with the foes, just know, whatever comes out of the mouth of a follower doesn't tend to bruise if ya know the truth, a big heart with the right intelect can change a room, better the masses instead of shrugging it off when ya see poorly acted manners in hope that even a small change is made cause 1 small change now has the power to spread world wide in range..