Look Inside Your Name

There were nights when I couldn't sleep

And there were days when I couldn't breath

And there were times when I almost lost myself to anxiety

All I can think about now is another drink; inside of me

Another blunt just to set me free

From my nightmares of my mind; just to chill back and to let me be

Another huge just to feel what it feels like to be filled with a heart beat

I use to speak to God daily as if it was my therapy

But how am I suppose to feel relief if you ain't never speaks to me

So now I look inside myself just to find my inner beast cause I refuse to be another wannabe

like on social mediums; I talk about F.B. and I.G.

Use my thumbs to flip though photos for my eyes to feast

while am chill'n on my couch staring at this screen

Watch another man grind hard through his photos as he pursuits his dreams

Now you know why I don't want to be another wannabe

Left behind; flipping through photos; that shit ain't doing shit for me or dreams

I look at my reflection, no one else's just what inside of me

and this is how it speaks to me; it's okay to be a little selfish if you got yourself a dream

It's okay to be afraid to chase a dream even if it means all your friends will leave

Uncertainty is a feeling that will never feel so safe

But it's critical you embrace these feeling as there are more sacrifice to make

Now look into the future there are more hard feelings you will have to face

And you can't avoid these evil friends, but it's okay cause in due time they will all decay

And this will only happen when you built yourself a name

They will never understand the pain that's written in your name

Even though they bare witness to your struggle and your pain