In this fucked up world

its monday febuary 5 2018

an today i realized somthing ill never forget

that to cherish the times with people that you care about

if you dont you'll soon realize your regret

 

in this fucked up world, we call our own

loved ones lives lost what we sheltered from

need proof of a someone up above

if the stairways true its where they all belong

 

writeing lyrics on my phone with my head down

walking talking writing tryna let all my feelings out

i stare at the floor more often than i should

dwelling on the people that i lost in my neighbourhood

all my friends picked off every which way

the pain is dragging on me every single day

this pain tagged on me like street gangs

wrote on the brick wall thats called my brain

last night we lost a really special one

lianna, rest in peace nail deep in the coffin

an spencer we hope you make it well soon

id hate to only see and but never talk to you

a life is somthing special not somthing to joke about

say killyourself an imma punch you straight in your mouth

hypocrisy i know ive said the same thing

but the more lives get lost, the more we need to make change

the more change thats made the more we realize

we're better at uncovering hurt thats held deep withinside

this needs to be uncovered from your disguise

cuz whats hidden is whats gonna take your live

so give us a chance to heal those broken eyes

change the fate to whats leads to your own demise