"Alonely" Prod. No Luck
• Written by D-Long-
I've been struggling to love myself
I can't understand what you felt
When you're wondering how I felt
When I told you Imma kill myself
Imma take my life
Instead of take your help
I can't take my mind
Won't take no one else
So imma be alone
Alone, Alone, Alonely
Given circumstances
I'm missing work and answers
Questioning worth I stand for
Too much hurt to handle
I keep pushing through
Every nine to five
Searching for any meaning
Believing i'm not defined
By the way that I think
But by the way that i find
Joy in the brink of despair
My head's in the clouds
I smell the stink in the air
I want the foul to be found
But no one's even aware
First time i'm speaking aloud
And even I don't care
I've been struggling to love myself
I can't understand what you felt
When you're wondering how I felt
When I told you Imma kill myself
Imma take my life
Instead of take your help
I can't take my mind
Won't take no one else
So imma be alone
Alone, Alone, Alonely
Was brought into this world
Without consulting
Solidified in early life
Now i'm molten
Too many thoughts inside this pot
Watch it fold in
To a prison I envisioned
I'm to hold in
Metamorphosis
I better sort my shit
Before I'm torn to bits
And used for purposes
Frankenstein's morbid twist
Though I rather feel pain
Than nothing
Thought I need attention
from anything I'm nothing
Letting everyone else
set my value, i'm running
with remorse, you ask? of course
it's nothing
Can't go back, Won't go forward
Play no acts, Don't know horseman
But a fifth won't hurt
I think it's working
Drink my hunger away
Starve myself perfect
It's my mentality
Thoughts ran off the rails
Broken for all to see
How is it living hell
I'll have to die to see
I hope you make it well
But I don't hope for me
I just want to tell
I've been struggling to love myself
I can't understand what you felt
When you're wondering how I felt
When I told you Imma kill myself
Imma take my life
Instead of take your help
I can't take my mind
Won't take no one else
So imma be alone
Alone, Alone, Alonely
Imma take my life
Instead of take your help
I can't take my mind
Won't take no one else
So imma be alone
Alone, Alone, Alonely
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D-Long-
Member since December 24 2013