Testimony - Explanation

 

(Verse 1)

Thoughts been picking me apart everyday

I just want to say sorry for all the pain I create

The way I went away just causing love to fade

Stay quiet for a month even though I knew I wouldn't stay

Right from there I started to appreciate

Thought it would alleviate over time

But take time to step inside the mind of mine

You'll see that I wasn't fine, wasn't all glamour, pink daisies, sunshine

had you to promise me you wouldn't step out of line

cause you been mine, and I was scared for you

I was there for you, and I always cared for you

But it was my fault

Covering your wounds with salt

Your heart was rich, something I couldn't afford

Couldn't show support, Cause in my own mind I was broke

I was selfish, I find that I was cold

Couldn't help it. I'm sorry

(Verse 2)

And In the end you know i always will wish you all the best

Needed to clear it all up

I've been a dick i wrote this to get this shit off my chest

if times get tough

I'll always be a shoulder you can rest, on

Just hang on tight, parallel on the other side

I'll have you know the future is bright, no more depressed

You can step all over me, use me as stepping stone

Cause I deserve it hurting you when I knew that you was prone

For my ideas to come to a conclusion I can't resolve

For me it felt like picking broken glass up off the floor

I couldn't of depicted, twisted mind i was sickened

I stayed distant, portrayed it like i was missing

Cause in my mind I was different, perceived this life non existent

Speaking heart with a conscious, talking to you

Writing this isn't me playing games

I hope we see in the future so I could say sorry in first person too