Make-Up (From time)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9S4FZuPQN3I

 

1:21

girl let it out dont deny what you feeling

love was just a word till you gave it real meaning

and you know its real when you see an imperfect person perfectly

 

girl its been a minute/ i think its time for me to visit

you a trophy wife and its time to collect my winnings

money is the misson/ fame is just a given

but you told me to slow down you dont approve of the life im livin

Bearing witness to drama and the lack of commitment.

Truth be told I have some issues that I fail to mention

never tried bringing it up for the sake of your resentment

Moments when the way to love was buried and twisted

 

take a shot for me/ back in the day

real talk/remembered you did a lot for me/ what can i say

what words do i needa use for you to say

not now/ not here/ this isnt where we go our seperate ways

tell me this time its for good/ not just another phase

remember having you whenever/ now your gone without a trace

 

Remember meeting you in those Italian heels and that designer dress

take them all off when we get home like goddam I'm blessed

Stupid decisions lead to arguments and letting you go was my biggest regret

but even though I couldn't make you mine i still wish you the best

definition of perfect/ nothing to worry about but mostly afraid of getting broken

told me I surprised her I didn't leave/ she was used to that motion

didn't notice that she was hopeless

leanin'/ mentally getting numb by that purple potion

words cannot describe my feelings

all my life I wanted something real and she was golden

 

 

3:01

truly something else/ other words simply amazin'

Gave you everything/ even though you liked testing my patience

remember fucking you for the first time in your basement/man that shit was crazy

you got me to do everything you wanted/ that pussy persuasive

 

wait/ hold up don't tell me you thinking on leavin'

said I looked like I might break her heart well looks aren't deceiving

when we would fight she said she didn't need me

but then we would make-up

the lights off/ all you hear is heavy breathing

she bent backwards/ face up

 

Loves a drug so whats your prescription?

but you got me hooked/ you can say i'm addicted

trippin'/ wanna take it back before we became distant

listen/ all is forgotten but not all is forgiven

but really let em' talk all they want it's non of they business

don't make a difference as long as you never listen

down for whatever/ quit asking suspicious

you can make sure i'm never the one who's going missin'

I'M REAL

 

if were bring honest

You're on my mind more than I want you to be

callin my phone but I moved on I just want you to see

loves diseased

make up and break up but no more repeat

 

feeling lonely but im just simply trynna manage

try maintain some sanity although I feel too damaged

She Broken beyond repair/ hoping with a prayer

I've found myself lonely once again I fear

But you were never/ there just wasting all of my energy

casue to love without a purpose

That's something I wouldn't wish on my own worst enemy

 

she takin shots after all isnt love a battle field

thinking/ why she didnt take that day after pill

lets be real/ lets be real/ tell me whats on yo fucking mind

put in work so now we just gotta put in overtime

 

It's a similar sensation/ as my mind is completely vacant

seems either love or hatred/ nah more like its tension vs patience

 

But I guess I was begging for it/ you left and you just tried to award it

Every day I mourn it/ I wore my love on my sleeve just wishing that you'd adore it

now I've hit a point where I know I should just give up

But how can I give this closure when I love you so much?

 

You see I know what you deserve and I'll try my best to provide

Because you're my only option and it's something I can't hide

I tell you you're miraculous/More gorgeous than an actress

But when I discuss a relationship your mad that we go back to this

 

Please understand my frustration and sympathize for a minute

You can't expect my love to fade when I say it has no limit.'

 

they start paying attention when they start feeling neglect

do everything in my power cause you're something i want to protect

cause now you made it so hard for me to simply forget

so if you ever come around us better learn to show some respect

 

I'm tired of being on the bench wanna be a starter

Wish i started sooner, maybe be a little farther