Daughter's Apology - 2Deep
• Written by 2Deep
I hope you always know that
you mean everything to me
I hope you know that things ain't always
what they seem to be
I'm sorry for the times we fought
and you were there see
I'm not the perfect dad
and I have never claimed to be
The struggle with addiction
just took everything from me
Shame can really show you
just how lonely life can be
You think that as a dad
ain't nothing commin in between
But life is the real test
At times its different than we think
Drugs can fog ur mind
& make it really hard to see
I reached my lowest point
& now I'm climbing to my feet
Ur mom and I split up
and now it really gets to me
Not to see u all the time
but still see u in everything
Maybe I wasn't bad
but I was not in every scene
I didn't get the picture
Now theres not a lot to see
But sunny days will come
cause it's rained too long on me
I was stuck inside a cell in my own jail
And now I'm free
But you've been my motivation
And the only one I need
I can say my feet are planted
I made sure to dig real deep
And I just hope I help u grow
Cuz after all you are my seed
And....
Just know that if I could,
I would raise you again
To stop me & ur mom,
from all the fights way back then
I'm sorry for the fear we caused
where love shoulda been
I still remember you would ask
if we would ever be friends
You wanted to live happy
and any kid should of been
Loved that look on ur face
That when we hugged u would get
If only that moment
is how life could of went
But it's never lasted long
And we'd be at it again
And we couldn't make it work
so we decided to end
Hey I know the truth is sad
but sometimes nobody wins
Lady...
It might seem unfair today
but really that's how it goes
But I'm always right here
So know ur never alone
But you just gotta let it go
Cuz I want you to know
Id build more then a snowman
I would build u a throne
You love frozen I know
It's memories that I hold
And If I could freeze time right now
You'd never grow old
But time is what strengthens
its what tests' and molds
Only you write your story
until then it's untold
They say life is wht u make it
It's a hand u can't fold
& Life is crazy never knowing
what that decks finna throw
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2Deep
Member since February 22 2018