B4M - Cynical (Eminem beat credit)

Growing up I always knew there was something different about me

Id say what I wanted to say, no regards to who or what said

Often I would just speak my mind, the other kids werent so kind

Often I would just let loose and I would just unwind

Sick n tired of being a verbal punching bag to these fags

Lyrically I been inspired to crush these circle jerk fags

Oddly enough I now understand the meaning of vague

betcha those dicks didnt think id grow up to be so cynical

Who knew id blow up to become clincally ill

but after all these years I finally got the will

To fight back and show these fuckers my level of skill

Its the fact they called me a fag with zero regard

It left me with memories that just left me scarred

What did yall have against me? Opinionated so you discriminated?

You should have anticipated the day that

It would come back and bite you in the ass

The thing you didnt realize is words sit

Take for that starter and dwell for your sin

 

Yeah I'm still cynical so what

It's always been me against the world

I'm still in this fight and I won't look back

It's always been me looking out for myself

I put faith in all the wrong people and now

I've got enemies and I've also got my demons

Ive also got my music

So

Please lord give me faith

In myself and my words

Cuz

 

x2

Yeah I've been through a lot and still fought

Prides something that can't be bought but taught

A self inflicted lesson that's secretly just a blessing

Sticks and stones really do break bones

I've got nothing but verbal scars

 

Growing up I always knew there was something different about me

I'd say what I wanted to say, no regards to anyone but myself

One thing I've learned in life is how to stay strong

Keep my shit together like a woman's thong

So uptight people could barely take a bite at me

With all my might id like to fight, got you assholes in my sight

I'm gonna punch you fuckers til you see a red light

An indecisive moment of clarity, the problem is its disparity

In order to beat you fuckers blue

That would make me as low as you

Your already on your knees ready to blow

Growing up in the third grade I didn't think I was gay

May you asswads explain to me the meaning of that quote

I know it makes sense to you

as you got that itch in the back of your throat

Whatever totes your goats

I'm just tryna figure out what I did so wrong

Maybe this is just where I belong

After all if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be who I am

Maybe you fuckers aughta show me some respect

 

Yeah I'm still cynical so what

It's always been me against the world

I'm still in this fight and I won't look back

It's always been me looking out for myself

I put faith in all the wrong people and now

I've got enemies and I've also got my demons

Ive also got my music

So

Please lord give me faith

In myself and my words

Cuz

 

x2

Yeah I've been through a lot and still fought

Prides something that can't be bought but taught

A self inflicted lesson that's secretly just a blessing

Sticks and stones really do break bones

I've got nothing but verbal scars

 

Growing up I always knew there was something different about me

Now I think the fact I said whatever I wanted to say was brilliant

In fact maybe that's why the other children were distant

They didn't like the fact that I was so resilient

You fags live by the motto there's nothing gay bout getting ur dick sucked

Interesting theory but im pretty leary

I've got nothing against homosexuals

it's the fact you said fag with zero regard

You lying fucks thought I was no good

At least the women compliment my wood

My rhymes just click like a woman's clit when she's got her orgasm

Don't mind the fucking sarcasm

I even fuck bitches better

because it's the only thing I understood about a woman's bedroom

my lovely ducklings Step into my classroom

In the third grade I still thought girls had cooties

Either that or I wished I could see their hooties

Now im just a monster with all the answers

I'll show these dicks who's got the swagger

because now I'm better than they were

 

Yeah I'm still cynical so what

It's always been me against the world

I'm still in this fight and I won't look back

It's always been me looking out for myself

I put faith in all the wrong people and now

I've got enemies and I've also got my demons

Ive also got my music

So

Please lord give me faith

In myself and my words

Cuz

 

x2

Yeah I've been through a lot and still fought

Prides something that can't be bought but taught

A self inflicted lesson that's secretly just a blessing

Sticks and stones really do break bones

I've got nothing but verbal scars