No Comparison

There ain't no hope for me, fuck y'all's destiny.

A recipe for disaster, but yall be coming after me.

But nobody comes after me, I am the only one.

I will always be the only me.

Why don't you see. ,,

I can't change who I am, you made this

masterpiece.

A disaster if you're asking me.

I never thought that I would be alive still honestly.

 

By not providing, you left me here with nothing good.

So I grew up all alone, foster homes or home alone.

How could you leave me all alone?

Your voices on the phone,

People that I shouldve known.

Go ahead Drink away your pains, til both of your kids are gone.

And now you're on, some type of parent shit.

When it's apparent, you didn't parent shit.

Where do you get the arrogance.

To talk to me the way you did?

Dont you even feel embarrassment

See I know, cause I was ur kid.

I was there so many years, wishin i never lived.

I was the saddest that Ive ever been

I didn't wanna die, But i kinda did.

So I acted out, A cry for help, hopin someone heard me.

It hurt me, when i figured out. Nobodys there, nobody cares.

Looking for you everywhere.

Couldnt even find myself, see I was very scared.

My heart was buried there.

Underneath your very sins, so in my mind theres no comparison.

 

Your actions almost ruined me, all this hate that I was carryin.

I couldnt let it go, couldnt let nobody know.

Some parts of me would never grow, others died theyd fade away.

Nobody tried, just fade away. Stay away.

I remember almost everyday.

Sitting all alone, wondering if we