This is My Life

this is my life, the flow is dry ice

so you might wanna think twice

better yet take five

I dont know if im living in heaven or hell

I didnt start life off that well

 

I remember sitting by the playground slide

the only thought in my mind was suicide

So much pressure in this place I call life,

When life knocks me down I get back up

to all the haters out there I say whats up ?

 

but im standing in the battle zone

looking left and right and I realise im on my own

Actually I thought it was pretty funny.

How you can turn your back on me in a heart beat,

I thought you were different,You weren't that normal kid that was ignorant,

but at the same time you weren't innocent.

Like I said I don't care for the money, fame and shit,

I just care on how you took that hit.

 

That day you walked out and left our home,

Im shooting myself in the dome, cause without you,

I'm nothing, I'm helpless.

You always said I was never selfless, just selfish, or a tad overly jealous.

But you were always hanging out with other fellas,

and hella you were up to no good, I guess I misunderstood.

I believed in you, I trusted you.

And now I finally busted you, with some else, instead of myself.

I've been putting up with your shit this way, to long.

and you left me here just like that.

 

this is my life,

the flow is dry ice

so you might wanna think twice

better yet take five

I dont know if im living in heaven or hell

I didnt start life off that well

 

I think I'm going to heaven. Maybe it's time I leave this earth

for what it's worth, you Were everything to me, I remember sitting in bed,

trying to get you out of my fucking head,

looking at the phone,hoping that you would come home,

instead I'm alone, while she has what was mine,

I'm lost in time, I'm going to commit to a crime,

lay it out, play it out, I think it's time to take you out.

You know what ? Im Out..