Soul Mates

After all the shit we been through,

You'd think that've meant you

Never would've been at this end of my pencil.

I put you on a pedestal,

You treat me like a dog, I catch you when you fall,

It's fucking up my arms.

People think they know us,

But there's shit that we don't show em.

Cause we think if they don't know it,

We can act like this is golden,

But the truth is you and me,

Just ain't what we used to be,

All this shit you do to me,

Has made a fucking fool of me.

It's not that I don't love you, I ain't mad at you either,

But the way that you go after all these addicts and dealers

Means that it's never been clearer that after all of years,

Of you just calling in tears, knowing I'm always here,

Didn't mean shit to you did it?

I know that it didn't,

Cause if it would've made a difference, then I wouldn't be spitting this.

This shit is ridiculous, I feel a stupid bitch

For thinking you and I could ever do a relationship.

Since we were just little kids, and you first said to me,

That we were meant to be,

That's the only reason I believed in any kind of destiny.

But now if you'd just look at me you'd see your bullshit took it's toll.

But I could never let you know.

Cause I'm always on your side.

There must be something in your eyes

That makes me say, "Fuck my pride,

It's probably worth another try,"

But then you find some other guy,

Forget about me for awhile,

Til he goes and makes you cry,

Then I fall right back in line,

Thinking maybe now you've changed,

But nah, you're the fucking same,

You're selfish and that hurts to say,

But god I gotta say it's great.

I got this shit on my chest,

I'll use this mic to start to vent,

You'll never play this song I bet,

Cause you don't care for my two cents.

You've probably heard it all before,

So now I'm walking out the door,

I'm not waiting anymore,

You've had your chance but now it's gone,

I'm leaving you this fucking song,

Don't you dare come along,

Not like you would, if you could,

I guess that I was always wrong.