My suicide

LIVIN LIFE LIKE ITS SUICIDE MIGHT AS WELL JUST DIE,

CAUSE ILL RIDE HARD AS LONG AS IM ALIVE.

I TAKE RISKS LIKE AN ADRENALINE ADDICT IM ADDICTED TO,

THE HEART RATE INCREASING STUNTS AND THINGS I DO.

LIKE WALKIN NEXT TO A CLIFF YOU ASK, ID RATHER

TAKE THE FUCKIN JUMP THIS TIME AND FALL LIKE THE FASTER MASS.

OUR SPEED IT AINT THE SAME AND MY MEASUREMENT IS WEIGHT,

POINTIN OUT THAT YOURS IS LAME M.P.H.

GET ANOTHER ROCK OH SO WHITE SHININ BRIGHT,

SPEEDOMETER IS ON THE RISE MY UNITS WERE WAY TOO HIGH.

GOT ME OUT LIKE A LIGHT STRUGGLIN FOR MY LIFE,

THEN SUDDENLY MY EYES JUST OPEN WIDE.

MY PUPILS BLACKER THAN THE DARKEST OF THE ALASKAN NIGHTS,

LEAVES MY SOUL LOST AND COLDER THAN THE FUCKIN ICE, BUT,

NOT THE SAME KIND THAT YOU BOARD DOWN AT MT. HIGH,

ITS THE ADDICTIVE WHITE LINES.

 

(HOOK)

 

TRAPPED ITS A FUCKIN FACT IM LOCKED IN A BOX,

BOUNCIN IM SPRUNG OUT LIKE IM JACK, DAILY SPRACKED.

FEEL THE DRUGS ATTACK EVERY MISTAKE I MADE,

FOLLOWED BY A PROMISE THAT I WOULD CHANGE.

I DIDNT LIE I DID CHANGE OK, ITS JUST TOO BAD

IT WAS ADDING DOPE INTO MY VIENS.

PICKED UP ANOTHER PIPE PRESSED IT TOO MY LIPS,

THEN AT 10 AND 2 I TWISTED IT.

GREW UP SLOW 14 YEARS OLD ALL I KNOW,

IS HOW TO SIN AGAIN AND AGAIN.

PLENTY OF THESE MISTAKES THAT I MADE,

WERE LESSONS LEARNED AT THE TIP OF A BLADE.

I WATCHED THAT NEEDLE AS ITS SINKIN IN MY SKIN,

THINKIN LIFES LIKE A SUICIDE WHY AM I FIGHTIN?