Untitled Song

how long imma keep stocking shelves

i see so much better in myself for myself

not adamant, you can do what you want cause

i can tell, you aint having this, cant blame you

its my fault as always, looking down my past

like high school hallways, gotta put it all away till i

can finally smile and say that im happy today

shits beens going good and can turn into great

blue skies have cleared my day cleared up my gray

kept me at bay, i wouldnt push you to stay, i dont wanna push you away

i just wanna keep you better than okay, you understand what im sayin

this aint a game im really not playing, its you first money second that

im chasing right now, losing sleep everday and how can i sleep

with a mind that can never ease, pulling at my innerbindings

im unwinding grab a thread, go ahead help me shed the skin

im in i wanna let you in, but only if its the same trade off

i promise im gonna take off, i promise im off to the set

i can see me on a jet, i can see me doing shows, i can see

fans getting hope, i can keep people laughing with jokes

but when its comes to you im no comedian,

i take you serious for a reason, i can hide my feelings like winter

hid the snow this season, feel out in the cold and im freezing,

im blessed to still be here breathing im just searchin for reason

guess you aint that,

so i must remain intact,

cant lose my act,

cant lose my head over this im fine,

no words to combine

till you fell into life, i swear i couldnt write, but now its all changed

and the pace is a race in my mind to find the right words, but you dont

wanna hear any of them, i understand you coming from a hurt place

i can see clear on the surface, you want your space, i can still sit back

and motivate, ill be sittin outside the gate, waiting patiently, basically

im made to see that things wrong, thats why i had to say sorry on the mic

in a song, dont wanna call you, said leave you alone