Risin'

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Growing up so now I realize whats important

no longer blinded by the lies/ no longer my mind will be distorted

don't be surprised when treated like a tourist/ if you ain't ever in my life

forever sinning/ sometimes i sit back and ask god if im livin' right

 

nowadays artist rap about stupid shit that they don't really need

crazy how the words revolving

but changes direction cause directed by money and greed

know you act tough but in reality everything isn't what it seems

never talk about what i'm not see that really isn't me

 

At a point it's feeling so surreal

a heart that's beating made out of steel

don't take it personal but you were never special

i just needed someone to seal the deal

 

too many hoes to be consistent with one

ain't nothing but this high grade touching my lungs

we only live once/ tonight we do it twice

fuck phony niggas gettin rich off sellin lies

told you a million times

but you didnt read the signs

a fake friend will mislead you while looking you straight in the eyes

 

if they sending shots just let em know that we got plenty

when money come and money go/ fake niggas become friendly

you got a fat ass/ but I already gotta girl so please dont tempt me

we fuckin all night but some how im still always fellin empty

 

these are the just the simple thoughts that cross my mind on the daily

no new friends/ i give all the thanks to the special woman who made me

cause lately/ things just aren't feeling the same

cant think of nothing/ stressed/ so im tearing the page

everytime i smoke/ i think about how hard my mom work/ only makin minimum wage

countdown till I buy my momma a fat estate

making sure my paper straight/ too homies flipped on me

one man team/ with moms in my corner still destine for victory

someone times i feel like my very own enemy