i'm tired of living life

Yeah Oh,

I need some mental help whenever I'm still awake at night no one

can ever hear my yelps

I need a therapist to picture the picturistic thoughts that has

been bothering me all day, all night,

To explain what was going on today

I know I cannot stay this way, but to be honest I just wanna go

back to sleep and lay my head to stop thinking of this dread

because it lead me to suicide and 50 reasons why I should be dead

 

I know what I just said can kind of mess with your head

due to the mixing of words, but instead why not skip ahead

or correct your opinion and say u just misread

 

Sorry

I'm in confusion and I'm just thinking I'm in a delusion

cuz my brain is messed up and all I'm seeing are illusions

Please just help me, I need a solution and I just wanna get rid

of this by going back to my introduction

 

And to be honest, I'm tired and I'm having hesitation for death

Take me to my destination before I would kill myself shortly and take

my medication

Give me an explanation of why I should be alive I don't think I'm worth

it I think I'm a lie

That's why I think I should die

 

I will sigh and maybe one day

God will say, "Today's the day"