Fragmented Heart

It seems to me I can't let go

Repeatedly I am told

I gotta open up and show myself

I think I'm scared but I don't know I feel

Puzzled going down this road but where

Are we headed this is all so weird

It's all so new, yet all so old

I keep thinking bout the last time

So I know

 

[Hook]

I can never show my heart

No I won't lower my guard

I throw up walls and if they fall

I'd rip it out and throw it away

Can't walk around with a broken heart

Torn apart, no not smart

Just rip it out and throw it away

Can't walk around with a broken heart

No not smart so I ought

To rip it out and throw it away

Can't walk around with a broken heart

So not smart oh my God

Just rip it out and throw it away

 

[verse 2]

 

I feel my blood pressure rising

Why does it seem that every time I'm around you that I'm dying slowly

I am only human, you act so coldly

Why is it that you insist on trying my patience

Heart constantly aches a cardiology patient

I hate this

Pacing myself trying to be the peace maker

But the way that you play with my mind gonna make me get a pacemaker

Myself, this is crazy

The way that we act this ain't us

So I guess it make sense

To throw away everything we had

Cause there's no way to save it It fades away

And I wish I could change it

And I try with every inch of strength that I know

And I push with every ounce of weight that I hold

And I worked till my fingers was down to the bone

And my bones was broken and my soul was alone

So why would do it again

While I know what it is in the end

It's not you

 

[Hook]

So I can never show my heart

No I won't lower my guard

I throw up walls and if they fall

I'd rip it out and throw it away

Can't walk around with a broken heart

Torn apart, no not smart

Just rip it out and throw it away

Can't walk around with a broken heart

No not smart so I ought

To rip it out and throw it away

Can't walk around with a broken heart

So not smart oh my God

Just rip it out and throw it away

All these built up walls protect my heart

And if they should fall things won't feel right

Now don't think too hard

Cause I know you all been through it in this real life

All these build up walls over the years

All my fears trying to claw through it feels like

I'm on the brink so far but I know you all been through it in this real life

All these built up walls protect my heart

And if they should fall things won't feel right

Now don't think too hard

Cause I know you all been through it in this real life

All these build up walls over the years

All my fears trying to claw through it feels like

I'm on the brink so far but I know you all been through it in this real life

 

[Hook]

So I can never show my heart

No I won't lower my guard

I throw up walls and if they fall

I'd rip it out and throw it away

Can't walk around with a broken heart

Torn apart, no not smart

Just rip it out and throw it away

Can't walk around with a broken heart

No not smart so I ought

To rip it out and throw it away

Can't walk around with a broken heart

So not smart oh my God

Just rip it out and throw it away