25 to life

this is my life my setting my end and my beginning

every moment of this rotten life i'm here spending

locked up in a prison without a sound reason wishing

the whole thing would soon come to a happy ending

but its so hard knowing that your little girl is growing

up big and strong and your dumb ass is gonna miss her wedding

your gunna be here next to the cold cell wall on the bedding

thinking about why you're even in here this is upsetting

crying to god you're screaming you're kicking you're begging and pleading

thats it you can't take deal with it anymore so you try and stop breathing

tell your cell mate goodbye cuz tonight you'll be leaving

only way you'll be back is if they find your body frothing and seeping

bloody broken and bleeding steal the keys to the chevy on the highway now you're speeding

fleeing from the scene like a criminal its instinct you doubt you're a human being

floodlights are suddenly shining in your eyes blinding your sight its ok you'll be fine

throwing a bod out the trunk trying to buy some time but its not working

your running police right behind watching chasing rude and abrasive trying to get spacing

between you and them jumping off the ramp hoping you'll stick the landing

goddamit you almost had it free falling hit the ground crippled crawling get up wow your walking

its really shocking after driving your burning car off the ramp quick as lightning its frightening

what mightve been a complete accident makes you look like a super villain

pick up your 44 dont play no more cock it back let off four scores of rounds apolgizing

to your baby girl who got out of the car and now is standing panicked lost screaming frantic

your mind is racingfaster than sound you're pacing and walking around

losing a grip on what you had you lose it go mad trying to shut up your daughter

get away from me you're not my father she yells anger rising suspense piling

pulling out another clip you stick the gun in her mouth let off a bang real loud and walk off content and proud

your mental state is deteriorating people are staring a convicted criminal walking amongst them proclaiming

himself as the leader you all need to take a bow stand up clap real loud he's depending on that happy ending he's waiting

but it wont come and he thinks its pending so he roams around wasted spending all his money on cases of beer sipping and slurping

never sober until the morning when he goes back to killing to make a living he doesnt know what he's feeling

a mixture of regret which is overpowered by the heat and sweat turning it into anger morphing him into an animal

capable of mass destruction now he's swaying from side to side spilling whats left in the bottle last chance to use up on the throttle