man i had to

ive been trying to figure all this shit out

logic tellin therte is no reason to shout

but still I analyze everything like a drone scout

all that info but yet I don't get what this is about

somebody owed my homie money, they got grounded

prinicipalities keeps the respect rounded

but that hit from the back, explosion sounded

suddenly I'm in flames completely surrounded

flames burn up my skin to muscle

but all I wanna get through the masses

so I push n hassle, move bitch I'm passing

those not moving, I swing seeking fuckin atonement

but as I'm a fallen one my latency remain unopened

what I ve been waitin for, the lyrical component

I wake up shaken up that thgis meant an omen

my superstitious mind got that schism controllimg

pills help too but them beers are overhoarding

I'm slowly knowingly commiting what I didn't wanted

fuck a tree or a carcrash, scotter could make me disjointed

30 mph and all I had was a nose broken

guess I should be happy but this silence is comforting

maybe that's why I got drugs my life distorting

lookin for a better way, the milky way lokks like its dissolving

only way for me has a lighting strike involving

fuck life if its like that I don't need it t be revolving

but times chcnge so igotta adapt

minds change and the waypeople act

and suddenly what u tought ws real just snapped

relationships and freindships are based on the same fact

give a helping hand and they retract your fuckin liver

everybody does this like a damn fever

who can u trust these days? yo moms? friends or other relatives?

imagine havin none of this, just u in all the piss

shiiiit mustve been something I missed

since I sit around in my room pissed

that the world seems displeased

I aint got love for everybody , myself at least

those close around me

but it all boils down to relying on yo family

but at that age it more feels like agony

all the shit ive been doin doesn't affect them positevily

man fuck my step D, its about my mother and my kitty kitty

18 yrs ols and still kickin

man if my pussy dies ill go diddely outta my mind homie

and these are those couple of words about me