My vibes

No one understands my pain

they think I'm really insane

I try and lie

to just say it's lame

when the true feelings inside you calling my name

it's hurtful

not feeling any remorse

Been all of course can you help me see the real me

that's impossible

nothing really stoppable

feeling lonely as hell

people look down on me as I fell can't rise to the top

I just want time to stop

 

everyone knows that I feel a type of way

don't matter if you a personor a Soul just trying to stay

can't control my actions or the words from my mouth

but the feels everlasting I feel like dying now

Don't have to feel the same but it's easier said out

rather say it's fair then stand alone and Shout

Not asking you to change for me not asking you to stay

but if I feel your Vibe I'm a feel some type of way

it's either I love you or hate you

Despise you or i take you

no matter what the deal my words forever chill

 

I know it's hard sometimes being depressed and shit but that's how I feel that makes me feel like I want to live

when no one knows my pain it buries deep inside but I can't hide my true feelings inside

with my negative Vibes is only just a phase that I one day hope never change

 

maybe I want to live

maybe I want to die but all the positivity causes my suicide

you question my Depression that's not a problem

you don't ever ask me why I got a hating problem

 

I try to make this depressing as possible

cuz it's how I feel and it's really Unstoppable

no matter how much you want to help

the feeling inside of me can never truly melt

the way life is can never be the same

the reality I want to live has people in vain

Now i hate to say I'm wrong but I'm never truly right

when I leave and come back my life won't be just fine