S.O.F

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You're on my mind more than I want you to be

callin my phone but I moved on I just want you to see

loves diseased/make up and break up but no more repeat

 

feeling lonely but im just simply trynna manage

try maintain some sanity although I feel too damaged

She Broken beyond repair/ hoping with a prayer

I've found myself lonely once again I fear

 

But you were never there just wasting all of my energy

casue to love without a purpose

That's something I wouldn't wish on my own worst enemy

 

she takin shots after all isnt love a battle field

thinking/ why she didnt take that day after pill

lets be real/ lets be real/ tell me whats on yo fucking mind

put in work so now we just gotta put in overtime

 

It's a similar sensation/ as my mind is completely vacant

seems either love or hatred/ nah more like its tension vs patience

 

But I guess I was begging for it/ you left and you just tried to award it

Every day I mourn it/ I wore my love on my sleeve just wishing that you'd adore it

now I've hit a point where I know I should just give up

But how can I give this closure when I love you so much?

 

You see I know what you deserve and I'll try my best to provide

Because you're my only option and it's something I can't hide

I tell you you're miraculous/More gorgeous than an actress

But when I discuss a relationship your mad that we go back to this

 

Please understand my frustration and sympathize for a minute

You can't expect my love to fade when I say it has no limit.'

 

they start paying attention when they start feeling neglect

do everything in my power cause you're something i want to protect

cause now you made it so hard for me to simply forget

so if you ever come around us better learn to show some respect

 

I'm tired of being on the bench wanna be a starter

Wish i started sooner, maybe be a little farther

 

Earn a living in this twisted generation

And if you've ever done me wrong i'll switch without hesitation

Man theres your education, live the wildlife calls for celebration

I'll leave your pockets pennyless with no negotiation