I Lose (You Win)
• Written by XTragedyX
Had a guitar I
Poured my heart and soul
Didn't go far, yeah but
Roared like a mighty
Lion, yeah but I was
Always just crying out
Threw in the towel
Just called it a foul
Never felt so low
Had nowhere to go
Just calling it quits
Never really fits
My life on the fritz
Crown I try to fill
Makes me feel alone
Just can't ever own
Try to condone me
I feel so lonely
Never meant much here
All the things I fear
Eating me alive
I try to survive
Drags me in I ne-
-ever win never
I try to repent
What life never sent
In a gift wrapped box
Holds just all I lost
Strength comes with a cost
Lose yourself lose your-
-self I lose myself
Just shine it up nice
Just call me up twice
Up nice up twice, yeah
We will fight tonight
All that we write off
As nothing..is co-
Coming after me
After things I'll be
I won't ever see
What I dream what I
Seem to amount to
I never found you
In tortured chambers
In orchard of thoughts
All that I fought for
Lined up like prison
My fears have risen
Trapped bars trapped souls it
Marrs my spirit, yeah
I just can't feel it
Try to hide try to
Ride it out can't shout
It saps my sanity
Calls insanity
I lose, yeah, you win
You fight I just sin
My heart's running thin
Yeah, this is the end
Yeah, I just can't mend
Halfway between average
And perfection, yeah
Don't mention my pain
Have nothing to gain
I could try and train
Mind into perfect
But it's not worth it
I just wanna live
I just wanna give
All that I can now
Yeah, time to plan now
Uncertain future
This curtain's torture
Drags me in I ne-
-ever win never
I try to repent
What life never sent
In a gift wrapped box
Holds just all I lost
Strength comes with a cost
Lose yourself lose your-
-self I lose myself
I care for you I
Fight for you I'm there
For you, yeah I do
I can't make it through
I'm feeling so blue
Are these words said true?
I wish that I knew
You really loved me
You really loved me
Feels like you loathe me
You clothed me, yeah
In this persona
A supernova
There and gone I'm fond
Of a lone wolf, you
I'm just through with this
The hit and miss here
Want to disappear
You always sneer, yeah
Like it's my fault we're
Here, I'm just ignored
Feel bored with games
Just blow out my brains
I won't have to look
At you anymore
Be with you lie with
Die with anymore
But I just can't run
It's not any fun
To miss you need you
To want you read you
I lose, yeah, you win
You fight I just sin
My heart's running thin
Yeah, this is the end
Yeah, I just can't mend
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XTragedyX
Member since April 19 2018