my perspective

I cant stand being without her

but I'm always mad cause when ever we talk we argue

we can't do this social media shit

shit we just no good at it

which is sad cause we livin' in it

a time where we rely heavily on the internet

without phones we meant for each other

phone in our hand fuckin cant stand to be around one another,

so fustratin, no call waiting

cause we both want to drop this world and focus on our world, our future baby girl

but baby i study away wantin to provide for you

when it reaches our time im gonna try for you

but cant give her shit right now

aaa shit cuz I'm next level broke

been livin in my overdraft, trust me girl all im tryna do is graft

ain't nothin in tact right now

all this competition botherin you too

when I'm not there I'm just prayin that you be stayin true

stick to our plan, ignore those fuckin wasteman

20, 18 plate Audi all this designer Gucci

i know its teptin, please gal don't let em in

i ain't got none of that shit hell my car is fuckin done in

but im workin, on the grind always servin

i promise you girl im gonna get it

only difference is I am the one determined to earn it

but probability is it well end, as only time we can talk is a messeger board

3 quarters on the year im 200 miles away

other quarter she be ignorin me pissed off feelin like i flew away

chattin shit you say im happy when man be away from you

reality is im in my room writting rap songs about how i cant stand to be away from you

sayin im out drinkin you seen in on youre i phone screen

yea babe i went out, but it was only once a week, i need time out my room i cant breathe no more

my minds suficatin, over thinkin ur not at home i can see it on snapmap

social media be toxic but it always got my back, provin u not where u meant to be, by the way that's in bed w me

screamin at me yet on you're story chillin w some other lightskin guy with a snap back

you set my standards so high, but im still with you aint i

aaa shit and and i really believed in you this time when you said you wanted me back

back to the story, i love you, youre my girl always will be the biggest part of my world, you keep it down to earth

had others after you, but in the end always end up runnin back to you

god knows you treat me mean and ye i know its to keep me keen,

but shit youre real 99 percent of the time, even when i told you i wanna start gettin on grime

never fail keep me on my toes, you know what i need

no one in my life tell me how it is, straight up you tell me how it be

im thankful you keep me in check but recently you been slippin

dont wanna doubt you but recently you always trippin

so much so on you face all the time,

tell me where you get all those bruises on your knees from baby gal

you fallin behind?

ye i said it, how could i go there you ask,

how could you think im so dumb i thought you believed in me

am i so dumb still believe in us

nothins been on our side, in god we trust

but baby I'm so happy if you just stay by my side

one other point i wanna say, let me preach this and don't say its not my place

hell your mates think i'm your friend what kinda fucked up shit is that

drivin me insane, in the club pretendin im okay with some guy touchin your waist

when all i want to do is take you home, get our own place

im about to bounce this guy you can see it in my eyes,

what the fuck you do? i seen you smile

don't wanna be involved in no jealously game babe, this is my life

last time i pulled that shit you cried, please i'm so tired

can read each other well yet u a remain a mystery, soon swear doc be reading my case history

we gone become a conspiracy, begging you to keep some form of consistency

You my chosen family

The fuck am i meant to do girl

when all i can think about is you