One spark of millions of broken ...

I miss you, I want to give you a hug, i want to kiss you on

The cheak. Seven months ago i thought about you twenty-four

Seven. wished i could see you everyday at eleven, eleven

Thinkin she will come around one day or will that day be when I'm in

Heaven Will i go to heaven or will i get stuck down here its a Big

Fear for me becuse its a possibility and going through all

These facilities are not helping my ability to keep sundays holy

I even drop to my knees and pray when i feel lonely. I need to repent for

My sins, jesus Chris attoned for them so i can feel im not the only

One to take responseabilty for the so many sins i commited i knew i broke your heart. I own each and evrey one of the sins i feel empty.

It takes some guts being able to discuss it. im afraid to be surronded with humility.

Its killing me to not talk aboute it. Im gonna announce it, shout out

It, make it loud so nothing gets shadowed out of it im proud of me for not pouting about it.

I am not proud of what i did,but have the strength to reconize it. I was atrocious,

Really ridiculous, your skeptical of the situation lt's hard to be in the mix

You must have felt alot of frustration along with a lot of hesitation yhat the

kid will nit learn or deal with shit. that keeps us from keeping the Conversation level headed

so we can talk about both sides each problem Is always to sided and we might Fight it but we need to

Where we stand things may seem great then, they will go as planned

Then we could fall in a time when we're not prepared For the qick sand thats gonna

put us on opisite sides of the borders Which is our relationships foundation, that helps

support it and understand, the work we have put in in from both of us at our last stand to become

Forgiving to the people who slamed us, who cant stand us, who offend us,

Scream at us, curse us out and never fully understand what we are dealing with

Becuse there not us. I was crushed my face was flushed with evilness

That had to bust out of me hurting evreyone. I must have stopped listening

How i was effecting the ones that haven't left me like the others who left becuse the intensity.

I guess you and i are ment To be together forever and i won't ever be that same kid i was, no matter what brings

Us down I'd rather suffer and fall together i couldn't have wrote this Better. Its a letter but also

What ever you want it to be cause it's not for me its your story i wrote and i spoke these words

To my heart maybe evrey person can change with only a spark, my spark

Came when i lived, what it's like to be in the dark. With a spark that will change one heart out of

one million broken hearts. So i took this opportunity for a new start

That will begin with a change of heart.