Before my Time

Sometimes I think I wanna die before my time

Sing me a lullaby about the good times

I don't wanna live nor die let alone hear your voice for the last time

This is it, I can feel it, my goodbye letter, my resignation

My final thoughts being written while getting hidden

I'm here sitting considering committing suicide, move aside

I tried but I lost all my pride, guide me outside

I wanna see the stars one last time like Einstein

He was a man in his prime, look at him now

What does it matter if I go before my time

I'm always late anyways, let me hand in my letter early this time

It was one hell of a journey, but now I'm all out of energy

Not sure if I'll have a legacy to leave behind

No future insight despite the support I get

I regret to inform you about this issue

Maybe I'll continue to screw everything up like I always have

Maybe I can die in a crash

Spare my family the trouble of having to explain why I died

Barley able to provide let alone satisfy

This is it for me, I want to be free already

I'd rather lay here in this grave rather than be a slave working 9 to 5

Sometimes I wanna die before my time

I finally broke to my anxiety

Can't miss this chance to put my final words in a rap

Excuse me while I take an eternity long nap