Porcelain (RIP Lil P)
• Written by Blackjack_Rap
You always said
Nobody cares
And when you fall
That's when they stare
I won't believe
'Cause now I know
What you said is sad, but it's true
Nobody cares
Whether you breathe
Or you leave
Nobodies there
No one to grieve
You buried me
So long ago, seems
Like life's just a really, really bad dream to me
But now I can't wake up without screaming
Don't know how much
More I can take
Before I fall to the floor, crack and I break
Apart at the seams
Holdin' these pieces
Can't rest in peace, cause I know no release
Save for the one at the end of my lease
Like porcelain, or
Pale fragile skin
Sliced up again
Sinkin' cause I could never swim
I can't forget
All this pain
It's the only thing
Keeping me sane
Occupying my empty brain
Full of these holes
And songs I've sang
I hope you hear my pain
I hope you hear my fuckin' name
RIP LIL P, flyin' where the angels be
Wise men have always speaked
That love increases when you meet
A loss
Finally you understand the cost
Of leaving us standin' out in the frost
Frozen and cold
Wanting and wishing
For a warm hand to hold
But they don't ever listen
Maybe they will when these wrists fuckin' glisten
Maybe they will when I aim for the ceilin'
Through my own fuckin' head, revealin'
Skin peelin' and lead fillins'
No one is there
Sad but its true
At the end of the day
It all falls in on you
Alone in your head
Alone in the pain
Sealed in a coffin
Can't see the light of day
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Blackjack_Rap
Member since May 30 2016