pains and mistakes

my pain and my mistakes is what makes my heart begin to ache walking around

being a fake cant find any opportunity that i can take its the path you make that

determins your faith its the pain you make its all of me wishin

trying to get pass this thing we call a mission so nigga i hope u listen instead of u

dissin ive been forgetin still lost any body know if im missin hold up

nigga while il be pissin is this really the end how can it be when i aint

even sufferin and before i take my last breath i promised you il try to

avoid death but whats the point if i fail all my drug test some one once

told me that its what you do now that makes you stand out against the

rest i thought i won so lets all have a fest but it turns out every body

gets arrest i promising you im trying my best and even though

the demon in me is a beast i try to avoid and i attened every feast

look i know all my family came from the east but its whats in

that makes us at least so clear you mind but nothing but peace.

 

my fam call me fluffy its been three years since the police had

to cuff me and every niggas in jail seemed to tried and stuff me

but like fam said its whats in that determine if you choose to get

out of bead pic up yo head come on nigga that what i said

its been 3 years since i last seen my dad everyone treats me

like if im really actually sad its not that i promise you i aint

even mad but its the matching tats and the matching hats

and what everbodys definition of fat that makes this little fact

that im not a thug i dont do drugs i promise you i can share

i promise you at times i really dont care but look im saying you

quit acting life is fair. quit tryin to get a kick out of a scare

dont look at me just stare its this pain that i cant even bare

and at the end u ask your self does any body care i promise you ive

done the same dare i promise you guys il always be there .

i feel just to kill but its time to take a stand so come on nigga time

to grab my hand

 

people say that im so damn greateful but i die all you niggas

would show up lateful why niggas so goddamn hateful

last time i checked i was pretty dateable im so

damn nuromatic all my raps spit out like if they were

automatic and all my life its been problamatic

and three years this rap right here will be ilmatic

i never payed attention in school i also had

a hard time following the rules

what do u expect me to be cool yes no i didnt think so

why are we so filled up with mistakes why are we

surrounded by fakes why cant i get asked to a

date whens the last time we talked about fate

or arriving to heavens gate i feel so hungry but nigga

i already ate it but its the might that brings power

after this song we see who all up on da tower

so i say fuck justin beiber i hope this rap

will turn you into a beliver come on nigga in the end we are all

over achievers.