pointless

never knew fame

never knew glory

there's only my name

and every story i tell

well

what do i got to say

to the people who would see me in a cell

at least it aint hell

never believed in god

im spotty and i aint a prodigy

im probaby quite honestly

very pathetic to most

all i got to boast for

got nothing to toast for

small victories among a symphony of hurt.

im spurting blood from the wounds that nobody sees

but it aint the worst

part

these wounds are anemic

and nobody sees it

need someone to freeze it

cause im bleeding out

im scared of death an terrified that ill figure it out

this pointless life

one day gonna have a pointless wife

and pointless kids

place your bids

how long till i figure out all i got are some pointless wits

and funny jokes

well it aint so funny when the joke is you

what do i do

how much more till i know im through

keep on moving

keep on losing

already lost my mind

already left behind

all of the integrity i had

been sad gonna be a has-been dad

but for now i am a kid

one whos never been through shit

but still he quits

how do i commit career suicide before i fly

just like this

veins are notes on the staff cut my wrist

cease the music

its for the better cause i always seem to abuse it

now i should lose it

fuck

now im bored

and i have been but i was in the ward

it happened

out now but i still feel crazy

doesnt help that im lazy

memory is hazy

im stupid and useless and thats how i feel

and i got no more fucking layers to peel

its all i got

barren fruit

and i keep fightin but whats the use

its too acute

i just can climb it

this climate is

so damn cold

and i aint bold

so hands down i fold

i do what im told

im fucking angry

it feels like yall flayin me

cause i am exposed and hosed down