InSomnia

Give me a second

let me tell you what im reppin,

i always count my blessins

im always runnin, never restin

im gunnin to be the best

I aint stoppin for nothin

im gettin these tracks jumpin

so if you bumpin this

Im givin you something for nothin

I never had a need for bluffin or lies

I proved i could fly outta sight

like the wrights brothers flew to the sky

 

sometimes i cry at night

cause this my only life

so just hold me tight

Im in this world alone in black and white

 

in the darkness I think i can see a glimmer of light

I find it only grows dimmer at night

im not a quitter but Im bitter despite

I pour a drink and reconsider my life...

so now my livers got this liquor to fight...

 

I pray nobody else will ever share my visions or thoughts

it doesnt add up like addition forgot

I tell my brain to be happy but it doesnt listen a lot

I feel my will for liven has stopped

 

Yo, I dont know whats down the road for me

I guess that Im a mystery if you could see my history

nightmares are all thats left of me

 

restlessly they keep testin me

stressin me completely obsessed with me

Im a mess I confess

will you just let me be?

 

but my futures about as bright as it gets

Im reachin out for the light but I keep fallin in pits

appalling as this I try to keep from callin it quits

but if Im left in a ditch, then Ill be restin in bits

 

I feel Im being dragged down cause i been swallowing bricks

but shit I'm just a misfit addict which is hard to admit

This life has all been in strife, wish I was better equipped

Im 26 and never really felt like more than a kid

 

but at least Im happy and healthy and I aint doin a bid

I coulda ended up in that jumpsuit like some of em did

the temptation to get rich quick was hard to resist

I coulda been losin my head instead I'm using my wits

 

but i grew up scrounging for bits so now Im driven to want

and Ill keep walking though orchards until fruition is caught

if writers block stopped and imprisioned my thoughts

ill decomposition my visions til cognition has stopped

 

but even through all the bullshit Ima keep pushing my hardest

regardless of anything I will stay humble and modest

Ill continue to push myself as an artist

if I can harness my heart then I can push out the darkness.