Nothing is forever

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*VERSE 1*

well here we go again but this time is the last time for my pen

i just can't find a way to make this shit come down to an end

i keep looking back at all the struggles that i was dealt

and yet now I'm calling it quits because the after effect

just kicked in, it's hard for me to think, harder for me to breathe

hands coming down and closing around my neck telling my soul to just leave

the pen starts losing ink and theres no other fucking substitute

just another broken heart trying to mend itself because of you

crazy thoughts popping into my head telling me to just give up with life

because the strife I'm putting up against life is not enough and this time

i keep crying my nights more than ever because I'm becoming weak

the strength in me has disappeared and I'm waking up from this feat

i am delusional, i am a motherfucking coward

but how am I gonna recover from that when my life has been devoured!

all you bastards criticising me for every thought i form

ANYTHING I DO IS TAKEN AS AN OFFENCE AGAINST MY OWN FORM

 

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*VERSE 2*

because of you my whole head's getting locked up and twisted

man it's all your fault and now I'm just bullying myself and being messed with

because i believed in everything you said, hell we were best friends!

and now i can't trust anyone or let them through my BARRIERS AGAIN

everything's crashing onto me and tsunami's of tears wash me over

my pillows are all soaked up and i can't get a four leaf clover

i can't concentrate on the one person that i love anymore

my whole composure is falling to pieces and no one even cares NO MORE

NO MORE REMORSE, NO MORE SORROWS FROM THIS HOLLOW

IT'S JUST RAGE TEARING ME UP, flowing through my coarse bones

because of the way you turned your back on me became my only source

to floor down lyrics, to give therapies to my own brain, whore!

but now it told me to wake up and wallow away in this shallow fray

wake up it's now or never before it becomes too fucking late

you got so low using my own weakness to break me apart in distaste

and i was nice enough to say, " okay if you want, you can take all my friends

away"

 

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