Life is to short

All this time I had to think about it. Never thought I had to

Sing about it. Same lips that rap to it is the same lips that

Lie about it. All my life I had nobody. I was suppose to

Have somebody. Take that knife they some back stabers

And leave that someone as a dead body. How u gonna

Pull up to my turf expecting grounds but u dont got it.

How u gonna turn around telling lies but ur the one

Wanting my body. How u gonna run to the police call in

Patrol when u should be hiding. How u gonna say that

Y'all ain't but she said yes why u still lying. All the

Forgiveness in the world can't make up to ur lying. U say

That u'll stop baby I promise I'll stop u should stop trying.

shawty ur lame thats on god u the one that should

Be Crying .U should be a agent or cpi cuz I caught u out

here Spying.

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Give me my mother give me my brother. I'm hiding this

Season. Im getting their supper. I'm making it stretch im

Making it further. Imma take care of my family like I am

The father. I stand up high like I am their father. Imma

Take it high to put a smile on my mother. I wanna give

My all like no body other. Make that bastard cry

I'm somebody he wasn't. Why should I care becuz he

Sure doesn't. This isn't fair I spoke to my cuzin. I asked

Was he in he said that he wasn't. So how u going lie on

Someone who wasn't. And they didnt deny they

Truthfully spoken. I admit that I lied but I wasnt there

Hoppen. All that I've cryed we jus hopped that he wasn't.

All yall haters r talkin yall can stop talkin we talkin bout

My cuzin. He got shot in the head bow bow bow off of

Gang stuntin. February 4th 2018 that date is still haunting

They thought it was funny Nigga that stuff wasnt funny

We still gonna find ya. Blind folded in the back seat in a

Lambogini to suprise her. With a big bow and a small

Card that says guess what ma we go it. And if u want full

Gucci or designer clothes I got it. Imma make my

Momma proud and might my father all depends if I allow

It. I have people that told me there is no how imma make

It. Now I'm right there they done switch up I'm ur biggest

Fan they some Haitians. They try to stop me I got talent

Jus listen they waisten my patients. I still got people dis

Believing but its alright they jus hating. Treat my momma

Like a queen. She dont need a king. The biggest

Camotion u ever have seen. Shoot my music out like its a

Beam. People lovin my music like its some lean. How

Many people u know out here dont got no fear got

Piercings besides their ears. Got people scared thinkin

They big and bad but when the cops pullup they catching

Fears. All the people I know get high they get drunk

drinking on henny and beer Imma let the whole world

kno what ive been throThere's so much about me to hear.

Ive been thro very Whole lot a very whole lot but ion

got no fears. But I wish my cuzin was here to support

me thro my music Ability. Went to the doctor Monday to

check out my head Thought I was getting disability. Even

tho I dont it still Made me stronger wit my music ability.

So now if my Head gets worse I got more hearts out

there to care for Me. All them people back home that were

Nobody's tryna be Friendemies. Which not makin sence

Bcuz we got beef my homie is u feelin me. Then goin say

Girl jus stop lets put that all in da past. How that chick

Gonna say dat cuz the beef I got is never ever Gonna last

Everyone in my family was so affective by the dealth of my

Cuzin. By the days went by they got Worser and worse

with the arguing and fussin. Every time someone came

They had sum to say bout the death of my cuzin. Then

Got niggas bragging bout how he jumped why them

Niggas bruggin. Last night I had a dream about my cuzin

Had me in my sleep cussing. And i never done that that

Dream wasnt facts it was a lie in a matter of fact. He

Would never do that he was different from how these other

Niggas act. He had a heart he cared how u feeled and lil

Nigga them facts. Ion care what the world thinks about

My music cuz I got my homie. She gots my back and wit

Her I'm never gonna slack even when we don't bounce

Back.