Discombobulated Thinkin

Time wasted sitting on my ass procrastinatin

Knowin damn well I could be the greatest

With a little time and dedication I know I can make it

It's not that easy I make it complicated so here let me demonstrate my strange way of thinkin

I wake up once again nothing's changed so I escape reality and try to pretend my life isn't what it is

Surrounded by negative vibes and closed minds darkness consumes me no soul left to find

Got stomped on and used for being kind now I feel dead inside

Vampires to happiness sucked every last drop I had to give

Drugs can't even help to mend this hole in my chest where my heart was supposed to of been

Reclusive hermit crab hiding in his shell convincing myself I'm set up to fail

Looking pale dead man walkin people are so judgemental I can see them talkin

Smile with a knife behind there back for when you turn yours

Trust non existent toxic environment like cancer so persistent and it's getting bigger

Eyes black mouth dry teeth rotten like a fish out of water suffering and floppin

I apologize for not wearing a disguise like all these other guys whom I despise

The truth hurts when it comes to pain I'm an expert

No happy ending fade to black leave you wondering what's in this magicians hat

Cliff hanger so bad the grand canyon had a laugh

Brain rotten smellin rank think it needs a bath

Oh wait society already managed to accomplish that

Vigorous attack on imagination never gaining concentration feeding lies to us and yes they got it supersized with extra frys

Turned to mush zombies to 4 inch screens false information and drama fiends

While I'm just trying to eat they keep up with all the deceit

Are you following sorry I like to lead this world is so full of greed

I'm gonna have to stop cause they like to creep

Especially when there's a wolf among sheep