Johnny's S.U.I.C.I.D.E.

i remember when it was all bout the information

now it's all just bullshit aesthetics and reputations

but how do i make it when it's constant debatin

but no fact checkin, inna world fulla evil

yall still wannabe peaceful? instead of

tote a desert eagle, blowing away people

cause laws ain't equal but only if you gotta,

when a "mentally deranged" kid fuck up

but the black young buck, is in a cage

that's some bullshit i think we need to RAGE {hey}

i knew this kid but i won't say his name

refer to him as Johhny for the sake

saw him in the bleacher where he hanged

aw fuckin dang, another kid lost to the system

remember, but in a month we gon forget em

sturm und drang i was in, his note in the storm drain

i had a heart pain eyes glistened damn yup i missed him

knew that he was addicted, disease i couldn't fix it

opiates, benzes in viens, now his throat constricted

we associates in vain, he wrote his own prescriptions

now he on the ferryboat to be another statistic

views yes, his note had them all listed in just one sentence

" just please peruse this : Sizzling Under Injured Conditions

Instead of Death Expunging his victims REALLY WISH I DIDN'T "

because of that I'mma keep living, reach my potential

don't keep your feelings hidden i swear it is essential

that is your mission want more out of life than credentials

pencil pushin is a given, but don't lose your mental

i see me in you, unforgettable i was there too

existential crisis is crushing an I'm aware dude

use this as an utensil, start warfare against those who'd

choose to make you tensile, try to impair you or exclude