my rise
• Written by HarryWeintroub
HarryWeintroub's Notes
here is a rap i have just wrote 3 verses 4 and a half minutes long
every bar has a deep deep meaning
hidden in this rap there are the answers as to why im leaving rappad what is going on in my home life what is going on in my head and also the exact date i will be back on rappad permenently
fuck the old me he wasnt what i want to be
im back and im different see ill get up when im knocked down
and ill unlock the door with the mental key of my mine
and make sure that what i find is a new state of mind
fuck goin home to cry this rap is my rise
i aint tellin no lie
ill show you what i can really be and how ill get up and glow
ill grow and make myself known to yall walk run crawl
ill do what ever it takes to pad my fall because i fell off
if i dont stop this now ill end up dangled from a cross
across the flaming jaws of hell
and if i dont save myself from myself pray god help
i yelp and remember the crap ive released what i thought was the be
all and end all well fuck me its not ive been a coward
wasting my life behind a keyboard fuck that ive been a retard
why have i done this to myself
it aint about writing shit thats sells
one does for ones self and no one else
selfishness is bad for your health
but so is being selfless finding a balance is helpless
because when youve fell
your own bars lock you in a cell
please someone help
look in my eyes i tell you that this is my rise
god i dont know what ive done
ive fucked up on multiple levels not just one
it aint no fun ive been spun and overrun
the only rays of sun are shining the way down a path dismay
i portray a character thats crazed but inside theres rage filled hate
ive cut my nose to spite my face
its like rap is a religion and poetrys a race
but im yet to find my place that i feel safe
from the racists and invaders of the space i call my own
ruining the place that i feel at home
because im like a moviestar i run a reel of how i feel
but one crap film and your whole career goes down in drear
drowns in tears as your heart sinks and you sit and fear the reaction it takes
because im just a fraction of shatterd glass
thats broken up and slashing veins
why have i done this to myself
it aint about writing shit thats sells
one does for ones self and no one else
selfishness is bad for your health
but so is being selfless finding a balance is helpless
because when youve fell
your own bars lock you in a cell
please someone help
look in my eyes i tell you that this is my rise
holy shit,,, look at what ive done,, what ive made myself,,
what ive turned into how ive changed myself
and i never needed help just a pen and a pad
because rap ,, rap is all i ever had
its whats made me me
and whats changed me
into what i will and into what i want to be
but now im back im bigger better stronger
its time to reconquer whats rightfully mine
previously ive felt like i have died
couldnt make up my mind as to weather i wanted to be alive
id sit and cry because ive failed a million times
as i vigorously fight to take control of my life
because as ive said before im trapped in this prison
its a prism inside my mind of what i know is right
and what is a mental disguise
i enjoy to entice to satisfy others like a toy to a child
or a lion to the wild
because everything i do is for me myself and i
when i fell the hairs on the back of my neck swelled
i felt chills down my spine and decided its time
to take care of myself not ruin my health
but most of all take care of my life
why have i done this to myself
it aint about writing shit thats sells
one does for ones self and no one else
selfishness is bad for your health
but so is being selfless finding a balance is helpless
because when youve fell
your own bars lock you in a cell
please someone help
look in my eyes i tell you that this is my rise
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HarryWeintroub
Member since August 6 2014