Static
• Written by Phillegal
Phillegal's Notes
Beat drops at roughly 20 seconds in. This is an incomplete rap, I'm still adding stuff to it.
static - it's all I hear between my ears,
avoiding the very thought of all my deepest fears,
putting on this mask while I perform for my peers...
but it's fake! I just fear they'll be the ones to decide my fate
and I know it doesn't matter what they say
but tell that to the voice screaming in my head all day
I look for help but no one tells him to go away
you've already taken so much...what else do I have to pay?
daddy thinks I'm bad because I grind up weed on this tray..
I'd like to think I give a fuck bout what he say
and I try but it just doesn't work
little does he know that in the night I lurk
but it doesn't matter cuz to him I'm just a piece of work
father thinks his son's gonna be a hotel clerk
but we are our own men
just because fathers shutting down their sons is a trend
doesn't mean we can't defend
appreciate - being on this world can be a godsend
and don't abbreviate, it won't alleviate
those nerves they never sate, so the pain's still there
no matter where I go it feels like it's everywhere
it's unfair.. kids like me - they really aren't rare...
in the hallway - all the other kids they laugh and stare
and it'd be nice if I really didn't care
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Phillegal
Member since August 5 2014