Nightmares

Yeah...

its me.

you know what it is.

 

how do we fly

where do we ride

when can i see the light

fear in my mind

constantly hanging on the edge of time

whenever i tried to write a line

disgraphia made it hard

cant find a place to start

my heart is broke

the words in my throat

stay in and i choke

wanting to breathe

but then again i need to leave

this painful feeling

i get whenever someone i love is deceased

my knoledge has increased

but my momma always told me

stay the way you are

but it seems thats not good enough now

all through my town i see people who want to use me

about now when will this crown come back down to earth

so i can wear it cant figure how im gonna survive

waiting for the next 2pac to arrive

but until then i keep my head up

biggie told me sky is the limit guess

the stars are too far to reach

because once your famous

seems you cant leave your house

theres doubt by the time i figure out

how to do this right will i be able

to save the day or am i just

another lost soul waiting for my demise

need to find a new life because

the one im living in is going to be evicted

soon if i dont get off up this room

i need to find my talent but seems

once you get it the money you cant have it

i deserve this its my goals and dreams

ever since the time i told myself

i needed new eyes to see

im a true emcee

but the devil has a grudge against me

because i wont give in to his lies

im going to bring peace to this world

no matter the cost i dont care

seems i already lost enough

i need repair the scars are too deep

im in tears when will i wake up

from this nightmare life aint fair

but here i am woe is me

tell me im dramatic

yeah i am came from the offspring of a crack addict

but theres a god in me

who says keep going your great

but words are decitful when you were lied to

about what happened to you in the broken home

see your dad beat your mom

but your were too young to call the cops

so you just stood there i let my guard down

moms in prison now this misery im trying to get out

im venting so much its like

the heat of the sun coming out

but i guess this is a story you wouldnt care to read because its too long

for anybody to feel to anyway

nobody cares what ive been through

but gurentee i do thats proof

i want to put a roof over my family

keep the acid rain from making us decay

we need a savior or at least we need a superman

to save the day but no matter how hard i try

its kryptonite for me

the trauma is too much for me

so here i sit here and bleed

tears and live a world

of nightmares...