all in the family

girl u dont even see your typeof personality

or the definition of yo kind of pretty

adolescence got u all depressed

a programmable stress induced mess

scared to belive in the best

traumatised by mishaps in the past

so u avoid any chance of succes

but giirl u have to invest

and im not talkin about implants for yo chest

ur desensethized to seettle for less

to do what the media suggest

but u dont see the world that i see

forget trouble u r worth the double for any homie

that ever dabbled in lonelyness like me

u dont need to be all thay want u to be

just be the helping hand for the everybody to see

prosperity will come drawn to positivity

and life will suddenly become more easy

we all have insecurities in times like these

but that selfawareness becomes that self security

be who u want to as long as u can be free

dont overthink too long, dont ever bite ur thonge for anybody

and to have an opinion on stuff means u need to study

thats what inspires leadership, u see?

be the best vesrion of u possibly can be

but i recognize what i see

i see u in a different view

to me u r so fuckin beautifull

born to walk on rose ppetals but they offer u nails

but pityfull u see ur self as less than most people,

but most step over u like grass

in reality your fear is what they ingest

in their fuckin illusion of a bulletproof vest

they feel safe inside their nests

all knowing but feces is all they really grasp

who in the world would have guessed that they would last

 

but im that demon, yeah im that demon

ull find me in your dreams

dont matter who u belive in

i cremate u fuckin bastards in ur sleep

like a fallen one ive came to protect my sheep

was a bully once and got bullied some

now its u that i creep and feed upon

 

for u it was harmless fun to spit on him and see him run

runnin to his poor mom but what could have she done?

workin two jobs to put a smile on his son

cuz he needed someone

maybe he just needed a fam

she didnt realize he wasnt the happy one

neither one of them was happy in the long run

but what could a mother have done

whenever he saw the bully he would feel stunned

a punchin bag for a son of another 1

another monster comin home drunk thinkin he won

a fuckin mobster, would be better off without one

cuz what father beats up both the son and the woman

worthless shit like him belongs stabbed to death in the gutter

 

1 day he promised himself, 1 day my dearest father

when u are old and weak i will be right there

providing for u when kindness is what u will seek in that chair

but for u i only will have nightmares and ull hear me speak

i will tell u everything about how u made me feel weak

how u trashed my mother untill she leaked

i will keep u in the chair for weeks

untill u start to reek

and as u start to leak

i will smear the shit all over your cheeks

make u eat shit untill my insanity peaks

steak for breakfast while u fast for anorexia

with demonic statures standing next to ya

everyday a new beginning brought to u by dementia

u brought us hell but ill show u the devil that dwelled

 

but for now ill remain calm and numb

when u got drunk our stomachs rumbled

the stench followed with every hard earned crumb

payday was for my mom but u kept drinkin up the funds

which made him terrified and feeling weak and dumb

so all he could do really was continue to run

his fuckin father didint even spared a fuckin bun

left the familily like it was too hard for fun

what could the poor mother have done?

thats life sometimes like a fuckin pun

who coulde ve guessed that he wuldnt last

his mother laying his head to rest

convinced that life was gods test

what kind of god would allow this kind of a mess

for a mother to tug her child in a chest

never prepared for this she slit her own wrists

what fuckin kind of life is this?

but im that demon, yeah im that demon

ull find me in your dreams

dont matter who u belive in

i cremate u fuckin bastards in ur sleep

like a fallen one ive came to protect my sheep

was a bully once and got bullied some

now its u that i creep and feed upon