Defend You (For Tanya)

I know I have said this many times before,

But I dedicate this song to you Tanya,

And no I'm not tryna

Fuckin' suck up to you,

I just fucking love you,

I'm just trying to rise to be the best,

Better than the rest,

Even if my rhymes are whiter than Crest,

I just gotta invest, my fucking life into doing this shit,

improving on it,

Never gotta give up,

Maybe get big one day, I don't know,

Maybe I could blow,

Rise to the top like Tupac, Eminem, Biggie,

The only difference between you and me,

is that I freestyle half of this shit,

write it on the spot, five minutes tops creating these bars,

motherfucker I'll make you bleed redder than mars,

Got a couple of cars,

Could do a drive by, but no, this song is not about that shit today,

I have insulted people for being gay, yes I have,

But does that make me a bad person?

I guess it kinda does,

But I don't give a fuck if you are easily offended by my lyrical bullets,

 

And I know I've been causing some trouble lately,

But I'm just hoping I can come home to you baby,

And maybe, just maybe, I could kiss you goodbye,

Never want to say it, but I want to be with you forever,

And never leave you, I would spend an eternity writing a song to defend you,

even as out age longs, I'll crush those motherfuckers like Kong,

 

Firing off shots like a glock, cock that shit reload,

Motherfucker, you get the code,

Get down run, spent longer than usual making this shit,

Most lines I've written in a song so far,

Yet these bars are still bad,

But motherfucker at least I had a dad,

Wish for all this pain to seep away,

Just want to keep you as mine Tanya,

Never leave my side,

You can be my Bonnie to my Clyde,

Die side by side with you,

even if it's painful, it will be okay,

as long as it is with you,

I love you baby,

And I will never do anything to hurt you,

 

And I know I've been causing some trouble lately,

But I'm just hoping I can come home to you baby,

And maybe, just maybe, I could kiss you goodbye,

Never want to say it, but I want to be with you forever,

And never leave you, I would spend an eternity writing a song to defend you,

even as out age longs, I'll crush those motherfuckers like Kong,

 

Making a full on song dedicated to you,

I'm just hoping that you really do love me too,

And if you don't I on't think I'll be able to stay afloat,

Row my damn boat of a life off a waterfall,

Hit the bottom and fucking drown,

I'm not saying I would end it all just because of you,

but I've been through enough pain, and I'm not sure if I can fucking

sustain more of this shit,

So remember,

I will always be here,

Even in death, I'll be there,

And I'll be watching over you, even if there is no heaven,

still have faith my love,

So you won't be crushed.