Summer Solstice

It’s the beginning of summer now

makes me wanna wonder how

less than 365 suns took me from where I was to now

 

as last summer came to a close

i thought that it was game over

little did I know i’d find what i was looking for

as soon as I had given up the ways of a soldier

 

it was the middle of winter then

wishing I could just win her when

the wisher who was singing bout an infinite pacific has found that one fish and picked to stay with it

 

and as we begged for the warm air

she never knew the story of the storm there

funny how I never wanted it but now I’m proud

to have the summer solstice come early this year

 

and all this time

I wondered why

she could never find that one guy

and if I

would never hide by the trials of the tide

she would find me in a little less time

 

I used to walk these dunes

and look at the sky to talk to you

looking for that one shining star to reflect my message off to you

 

and I knew you that knew me

you just never knew which dude was the true me

and I’m to blame

for not realizing I was made this way

 

for a purpose

and I heard this

the moment the waves had scratched the surface

i knew that I hurt you

believing in me just wasn’t my virtue

 

but the planet turned on it axis

it did backflips for me

now I have to practice

how to relax and tell our future family bout our story

 

and all this time

I wondered why

she could never find that one guy

and if I

would never hide by the trials of the tide

she would find me in a little less time

 

The sun used to set itself alone but since the weather

got better it now lets us watch it set itself together

as it holds the horizon, rewinding to december

just close both your eyes, and I want you to remember

 

all the firsts that we shared, your purse and your hair

and how you were the one person to reverse what had scared

 

me from ever loving someone now let’s watch the sun set to

the time I came alive, when I first met you

 

i literally used to sit in my pity and wondered if this was my own fault, or if it was happening this way for a reason.

I had questions, and the best of me was tested as the water had tread my knees and i felt this breeze that made me feel as though I wasn’t quite alone

 

have you ever visited a vicinity like a city or in this case the beach where at some point in your life this location had meant something much different to you?

and its incredible looking back that you never thought of being there and feeling any different than the way you did then… or maybe that’s just me...