Its just me

sometimes all I wanna do is fly free like a bird

and escape this reality, I know it might seem absurd

but I feel like Ive burned my last chance in this world

If I ever had the opportunity to rewind time, I wouldnt act like a bastard

and I wouldnt doubt a fucking second cuz I know this life aint mine

its so obvious in my mind, still Im not sure at what time, I fucking stepped out of line

but this pain is sneaking through my spine, somebody help, cuz inside im dyin

yea, feels like ive been here for a century now

each night I just wonder what happened to my energy how

did I tolerate these fights inside of my head

im always so fucking disappointed about myself

all I want is to be proud, im getting crazy, these voices are getting so loud

ah just fucking face me

 

is this what im meant to be?

Ive heard that every man finds himself, eventually

have I find myself?

Shit I dont know, but it just feels like this whole life aint my cup of tea

my biggest dream in life, is to be an mc

in whatever way it all ends, ima try my best and practise

Ill be down on my knees, begging, worshiping the game

this is my life, its simply motherfucking me

 

Back when this dream was new to me

I realized this is what I wanna do with my life

and this is what Im gonna do till I die

yea I got beam of hope, I was getting keen of hip hop

figured that one day I could be dope

how I could be sorta mean and rip you of

your high horse with a brutal force

Its not about the scores, its about peace and ending all the fucking wars

I was tired of almost everybody around me, I wanted you to disappear

fuck dont tell me that did this for no reason at all

I dont only wanna be left alone, I wanna see you fall

I fucking hate yall

guess everybody sees peace differently

for me its alot more than being what you call a g

in someway its actually crazy

when you think about how much pain I went through

when all I wanted was to be me and not you