broken
• Written by dedjesus
I'm numb asf, I can't feel
Off the molly, this shits real
I'm sad asf, I can't heal
So I keep popping all these pills
I'm high asf, I feel fine
So depressed, I hate my life
But i don't really want to die
I find that stupid, suicide
Fuck, this shits been on my mind
I can't cope with the pain inside
So I suppress with these drugs
Without them, I'm even more fucked
I can't feel no fucking love
Or even hate or even pain
All these voices in my brain
I feel like I'm going insane
I just want to take a train
Away from this fucking place
Without any single trace
Cause I know I'm a disgrace
So I'm trying to erase
All my thoughts and memories
By going on a train or a boat, overseas
It's stupid but it's what I need
See, I used to just smoke weed
But that shit started getting weak
It's impossible to reach a peak
All I do now is fucking tweak
Ain't been sober in over a week
Everyone sees me as a freak
But they don't know what it's like to be
To be broken asf like me
I just want to go to sleep
And never wake up from my dreams
Cause my thoughts are way too deep.
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dedjesus
Member since October 17 2018