Something inside her

u see one day this girl that let me hit it

let me know she just wanted to quit it

she didnt want any emotional attachment

but of course i wanted to have it

i mean she was beautiful and that pussy drive me crazy

she the type of woman id want to have my baby

ya i know that shit sounded looney

but wanna know something really looney?

this bitch think shes gunna play me

think agian vanessa i made a promise id never put up with nothin shady

so we cut off contact

but about a week after that

sure enough she was back

but there was something diffrent about her i ask her why do you look like uve been doing crack

she says because daddy i have

and that made me kinda mad

but then she said baby please i need help please save me

i told look at you your crazy

she said ya but i know you love it

i told her no i dont im kicking you out i dont want you to stay

she said no you wont i know you want me to stay

and from that point i didn know what to say

i mean i couldnt deny it

i also couldnt fight it

i gave up

and we made love

i know deep down inside her

shes still that sweet girl

so i had to save her from that crack fiend world

a couple years went by and i proposed

she took one look at me gasped and said no

and i just didnt know

how she could reject me

all the thoughts got me sweaty

how could she not see

no one could ever treat better than i could

and no one could love her as much as i would

now it felt like she just stabbed me in the heart and i dropped to my knees

i grabbed a knife and put it to my neck

and told her but your the most beautiful girl ive ever met

not just on the outside i mean looks arent everything

but on the inside to baby i love everything

about you and if you dont take this ring and put it on

this will be the last fucking song

i will write for my life ends tonight

she told me no baby thats not right

you saved my life

please stay and fight

for my love come give me a hug

its not that i dont wanna spend the rest of my life with you

i do i mean just look at what you did for me

if it wasnt for you i would be history

right now

and thats when i put the knife down

and i ask her do you really mean it

she help me up from the ground and ask me what happend you used to be so conceited

now your so insecure

and unsure

i told her youve changed me for the better

she kissed me and told me i do love you cant you see

then she kneeled down on one knee

and sure enough she pulled out a ring

and said i was gunna ask you to marry me too

but what are we gunna do with these rings we dont need two

she said she wanted to propose ever since she met me

she just didnt think i was ready

so when she saw i was she got suprised

and now tears started coming out her eyes

and on our wedding day she promised thered be no lies

and no crys unless there tears of joy

and i told her i promise to remain faithful and always be that boy

who she can come to with anything when shes down

and ill act a clown

just to turn that frown upside down

even if i make myself look dumb

together we have so much fun

you see usaully im emotionally numb

but there was something inside her

like the fuel in a lighter

its hard to explain

just the thought of her name

drives me insane

when were not together

its lik a bird without feathers

its like 0 degrees outside without a sweater

it just dosent feel right

i cant go one night

without seein her face

my entire world turns grey

and honestly no one else could make me feel this way

i never thought id see the day

where im this happy

cuz my life used to be so crappy

but that was before i met her

now its hard to imagine what life would be like if our paths never crossed

but im not gunna get into that cuz thats a scary thought

theres just something inside her

its hard to explain

i helped it to stay

thank god shes the same