Manifest Happiness

I'm battling these demons at the moment I am losing

Try to adjust as you constantly fuss like babies teething

To the ruckus in my head voices talking without reason

About bullshit and the truth not sure which one to believe in

Heaven or hell don't really care which one I be in

Both are just figments that most you ignants strive to sleep in

But I'm the type that isn't scared to stride inside the deep end

Hiking till my feet are bleeding and the water blocks my breathing

My mind is what I'm keeping from the spies in plain sight creeping

I say plain sight but when you're blind it's hard for you to see it

Focus your optics it's obvious they're sneaking

Lies right before your eyes and they force you to receive it

I dodge em like clippers to a hairline that's receding

I ain't gotta flash my money to prove to you that I'm eating

These dudes are confused about the sayings actual meaning

Not only eating but I'm living good like kings and queens is

Speaking queens I kind of what my own so when retreating

I can have some type of comfort when a genius really needs it

And everybody wants that, she knows that I'll come back

Cause she's my little brat that warms my heart when it is freezing

And she's the type to booby trap my penis with her cleavage

She's a freak on the low but keeps it lady like don't swallow semen

That's how I like it she's feisty yet weakened by

Emotions that we share and at the moment it's convenient

It sucks that I'm just dreaming my mind is quite deceiving