Who I am: Unfinished

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Hey little dyl whatcha want to be when you grow up
I dont Know i fucking Hate grownups
Well you’ve got to pick something time doesn’t slow up.
Wrong you forgot that I’m never sober(sobah)
 
Okay mom how bout this I’ll take a look around
Get super fucking pissed write a few raps diss tracks
Couple hits get addicted to drugs live
In rageful bliss sit down on this toilet to
take a shit shoot up take a whiff wakeup
And do it all again somehow manage to pick up
A fucking pen spend hours alone forget
I have Friends ruin half my life and pretend
That since i have Money i can Make amends
Apologize to the love of my life hope she lets me in
Forget she has a new life I’m still blocked for a reason
Realize she didn’t invite me to her wedding and cry
Mags i thought We were family i kept You alive
 
Hey mom look me in the eyes tell me that
I’m the type of guy to sit down in an office
Work nine to five when you didn’t even try
Hey mom look me in the eyes tell me that
I’m the type of guy to go to school follow all
The rules suck up my drool or drip dry
Hey mom look me in the eyes I’ve got
something to tell ya I’m the kind of guy
That scrapes by with a look that pierces the sky
I wonder Everyday if i made It out alive
When i murdered myself woke up on her lawn gripped by
Emotional pain insanity sustained playing games in my mind
 
I’m lazy, mixed with a fuck ton of crazy
Brain damage has me thinking plainly hazy
I diss Myself so what you say dont phase me
Gun in my mouth, down on my luck as of lately
Tase me, wake me up inside i need 50cc of ice
Just to drive, drank a fifth of vodka
To pass the time. Don’t care what they say I’ll be fine
I do Not want to grow old, too cold already
Just finished this SOCO, in my sleep woke up
Sweating blood dripping from my sheep’s wool bedding
It’s upsetting, I’m pissed off this where my path led me
Fed me bullshit and lies it doesn’t matter how hard i try
I have Two feet in a coffin, I’m buried alive.

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DLow
Member since October 30 2018

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