Dead and Gone{When im Gone Remix}

I’ll be dead and gone withdrawn my life be hell

That spell taken over my soul demon stole my life

Never survived through the toughest cause I panicked

Addict to the pill still ill with the virus kill til I disappear

Appear in heaven til none won’t remember me as a god

I be dead n gone and gon Rob til I get what I need to be alive

Im gone for the break of dawn

They took everything i can barely wake up

i can not even be Friendly every word stings

And it seems to bring more shouting

and me to start counting the days

That leave me in a haze and a emotionless haze

A daily Struggle in the Concrete Jungle Till i die

and end the morphine supply i cant lie

Yo when I’m gone I stayed up til dawn to kill myself/

I tell myself that when I’m gone it’ll be a bomb zone/

I be alone in the drone praying that it’ll get better/

However got that tough pressure built inside of me/

Family can’t make it better however I’ll just go away/

I stay away from family cause they don’t give a shit/

I was desperate to have attention I took an aggression out/

I been going off the bad route to my destination to death/

I take my last breath as I pull the trigger the finger made it go bang/

When I’m dead and gone I’ll hang from the tree cause my body will be decoy/

I pray for god to get me back to my good life I have that knife in my had to slit/

I make a hit til I’m gone I belong in the tomb get rotten out liqour n drugs keep me in motion/

Got to much emotion thinking bout if I should stay on earth or not I might shot up the lives of me/

Like Tupac and Eminem spoke out I be asleep like it’ll be a blackout I be in the cloud floatin like Jesus/

I got weakness when I’m gone reckless wit the drink in my hand I’ll be damned if m life was taken/

That gun in my hand no one gon stop me on to make my body suffer from pain I be having/

I hope to live before i realize my lies fill the room like flies

I kick dust up but i must keep my dream alive

These rappers want me dead in my sleep

And full of lead nothing Matters i wrote my last chapter

Feel no pain the chain has come back

im not a maniac let it go

I hope to jet outta here possibly disappear

Off this rap frontier i steer away for a career

it does get better let them send letters

after years of Suicide i provide the glock

i stare at the clock will anyone on my block

remember me a member fuck it they never

cared about me imma free tonight i recite my letter

put on my best sweater sever open the locks

and take break the windows with rocks

tonight i take my life right past midnight

When imma Dead and gone

Right past dawn one shot brain full of lead

My bloods spread imma dead and gone

a White swan no icon lifes like a python

Restricting and leaving you choking

When imma Dead and gone rejoice

Remember my voice it was my choice

Dead and gone i poise over the noise

I’ll be dead and gone withdrawn my life be hell

That spell taken over my soul demon stole my life

Never survived through the toughest cause I panicked

Addict to the pill still ill with the virus kill til I disappear

Appear in heaven til none won’t remember me as a god

I be dead n gone and gon Rob til I get what I need to be alive

it gets better i cant remember the last

person in the past that asked hows my day

they stay away the never try to understand me

I never made a stand i stood in the shade

Slip my Gloves on this i what i love

giving them shove i rose above hate

they took my scraps off my plate

I overlook the details i fight tooth and nail

But tonight i lose that along with the chat

Fuck that hell the gutter thats my butter

you feel my pain i maintain a strong face i cant complain

the fans i get i owe them a large debt

instead i take another pill refill my bottle yeah

I hit the throttle i will miss this place

i embrace the grace the disgrace and leave my trace on life

i cant survive past this midlife or life my life so

When imma Dead and gone

Right past dawn one shot brain full of lead

My bloods spread imma dead and gone

a White swan no icon lifes like a python

Restricting and leaving you choking

When imma Dead and gone rejoice

Remember my voice it was my choice

Dead and gone i poise over the noise

The decoys are my voice i have a choice to live

but i dive into not surviving i start driving to the last stop

i flop outta the car hitting the ground

i look around no one here but me

i grab the gun the sudden vision its my last decision

i got no religion not even christian

The knives in the kitchen cleaned

imma fiend to end it all i look over the waterfall

will i wanna fall everyone i look down

on my town i smile while i think about

the doubt i have i wanna crash to the ground

and be underground but then i remember i got support

that shits no sport i resort to finish this thought

this mind battle fought i am gonna go home