"The felling inside my head"

fuck this shit been going through my head for some time ya'll

man i cant get this feeling out of my head

sitting here laying in my bed

dreaming to be dead

now my eyes all red from all the pain pills i taken

they say god is never to be taken for granted

but they must be mistaken

going through some tough shit

they tell me go ahead and go to anger management

to get some help

but i cant get help from the welts

that i have dealt

mistaken for the one

they call innocent

because of the incident

got in trouble in my younger years

now im all eyes and ears

reasons for the ones i love

looking at whatever is above

hoping my dreams will come true

then you came through

my whole life fell apart

and that is from the heart

now i just dont know were to start \

is this the part were we come together

whenever that may be