Sinking [Prod. Roca Beats]

Although it's getting better I feel like I'm sinking

All them days in the pen got me thinking

damn me and my daddy in the same lane

trynna get some buzz in a room full of gang bang

And I know you didn't do what that they accuse you off

you wouldn't be there if it weren't for the fucking the judge

but i feel guilty i was kinda glad that you were gone

cause your presence in the house was killing us

but ill stop there

cause you story is something i could not share

and I' m sorry that I went ahead and halved it nasty

but i just had to get it out of my conscious

but are you to blame tho

when your parents had put you on the same road

so I apologize and I forgive your issues

and anything you might have done

 

But i ain't ready to die nah

I ain't ready to die today

So will you give me some time god

Cause if I'm rapping I might be late

 

 

this the story of a sorry ass kid

sorting through the options as he soars above heads

serving you a dosage of them dope ass verse

braggadocios and potion to try opening your lids

lets pray yes then lets manifest cause

they crave hungry rappers looking for a deal

I'm breaking limits spitting all this shit and

well i'm wondering if i will ever make it there

daddy taught me i could bare pain with a bottle

never did he tell me I could battle with the bottle

and the bottle had ship and the ship had the gold

and the goal was to make it out the bottle with a letter

see i got a better chance at this then wining at the lotto

but the odds against me that's even if I'm not a

killa with a gun or a slanger with no pumps

or a addict who will never try to make it out the gutter

 

But i ain't ready to die nah

I ain't ready to die today

So will you give me some time god

Cause if I'm rapping I might be late

 

is anybody out there

is anybody listening

is anybody out there

will anybody let me in

see this the Renaissance G this is resonance

see I'm a Mexican dreaming of eloquence

please don't be questioning on my intelligence

this is the genesis me is no manikin

this is just anikin he fighting a lieutenant

an there everybody thinking that he do it cause he crazy

but he gracious an he do it cause he got all sorts of reasons

but he only o it cause he wan't the world to be together

together you can only gather with the cheddar

the chattel they follow the money like they shadow

I'm trynna make it out the gutter for forever

and maybe once I do the people they will follow

 

But i ain't ready to die nah

I ain't ready to die today

So will you give me some time god

Cause if I'm rapping I might be late