Father Forgive Me (incomplete)

Father forgive me for you know that I am always sinning

I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system.

Excuse my language that's a hang up on how shitty I've been feeling

I’m sorry I've felt no attraction, but now it has been a minute.

 

Cause I've been so low for so long.

Please save me.

Cause I've been so low for so long.

Please Father forgive me.

 

I've been having a couple of rough weeks,

looking for "the One" that one seeks, now this blood leaks

from my wounded heart,

I'm weak, I'll soon depart

and so thus speaks,

a soul that's moved apart,

I should have been more smart,

But I did my part.

Was not enough for her.

Tart heart flakes like split wood from a wood heart.

Exiled like Buonaparte.

 

But now I'm healing, unweaving this feeling of uselessness,

It's hit or miss

dreaming up different ways to fix this mess,

I know currently things don't make no sense.

Everything that I do needs to be filled with success,

Needs to be platinum hits, with Zero regrets.

I got kids to look after, gotta move past this chapter,

Their life can't be another fucking disaster.

 

So, Father forgive me for you know I've lost what is important.

Please let my children outlive me, I leave them with your love and support and,

Excuse my father for you know how badly that he's been feeling.

I don't need no healing after seeing the demons that he's been beating.

 

Cause I've been so low for so long.

I don't need it.

Cause I've been so low for so long.

Soon I'll quit it.